Thursday, January 16, 2020

Anxiety Attacks v1

I asked the girl in the mirror why she was in so much pain. 
"I live in a constant. Any constant. But lately, the constant reason for my anxiety attacks has been the fear of dependency. There is somebody in my life on whom I depend for happiness. I live in his wait. And for me, to be alive is to be missing him when he is gone. And that reminds of all the little dependencies I have on everybody in life. Someone for happiness, someone for love, someone for money and someone for shelter. What would I do without them? No, actually, what would I do without them? Where would I stand? NOWHERE. That makes me anxious, it gives me pain to realise that all anyone is dependent on me is for my reliance on them" she replied.