I am not what they think I am,
or who I should be;
when my ears started to ring
and my breath was like a blink,
I knew I could have avoided it
had I have been more hardworking.
I can't undo my mistakes.
Now I know where I went wrong.
The entire night passed by
and all I could do was cry,
having gone to bed with a terrible heartache,
a feeling I never want to feel again.
Having woken up feeling
my heart wake up in pain,
that is something I never
want to feel again.