and that is well deserved

The reflection 

it's ugly

an ugly heart. 

The exterior 

it could be pretty 

but it doesn't matter

not at the start anyway. 

I am not as good

as one may think. 

Here

so lonely 

well deserved. 

Here

so sad

well deserved. 

There I see

a beautiful home

a beautiful one

though alone 

and I am not there

and that is well deserved