i hate her

I am broken.
She walked out on me?
Again.
I should have been more prudent.
Why did I have to trust her crushed smile?
Why did I have to fall for her?
I couldn't bear her being with someone else,
because I thought I loved her more than anyone else.
Did I love her?
I loved her good parts...
I loved her senseless jokes,
and her smokeless farts.
But I hated her occasional negativity.
And I hated her realness.

I hated her flaws,
there were too many of them.
Anyways, she left me now.
And according to the "love laws".
I won't give a f*ck about her!

-Nalini