In my heart

Deep in my heart, 

I know that it's over.

You gave me the cold shoulder. 
But it's me who made it start. 
I can still try to make a difference,
but you are ignorant. 
And you make me waste all my efforts. 
I know that people change,
but I didn't expect it from you. 
That's why it hit me so hard,
you suddenly became so cruel. 
Deep in my heart, 
I know that's it over.
That all we held close is,
now a wilted clover.
That all we made once,
is now a mile apart.

That all we made true is...
now just a joke for you.



-Nalini

good intentions turn bad?

I want to shield you from all evil,

but there's nowhere we can hide.

If the worse is by your side,

I'll get my axe and kill it.

But...

What can I do if the demon is in me?

What can I do to make you see...

the real murderer in me?

Who have I murdered? 

I murdered myself. 

I was the prey, and I was the wolf. 

I killed my innocence,

I killed my love.

I chose the wrong way.

It has been done and I can never revert it.

Or can I? 

I was the bomb and I threw myself away.

-Nalini